I'd sell you drugs on a silver plate

Thanks to a wonderful, drunken debauchery of a wedding, I'm pretty sure that when and if I get married it'll be a civil wedding in a court house and I'll hold two separate receptions because there's no way that I'll allow family to mingle with friends. Laura and Jamie got married in Boulder on Saturday and while I really didn't want to go, I went because Mitch needed someone to support him and Fox invited me as his plus one. They got married up in Chataqua and luckily, it didn't rain or snow but it was still really cold. Fox was the minister and he kept the ceremony short and simple. Their reception was held at the Rembrandt Yard and since we couldn't get there til 5, we went to the Corner Bar to have a drink.

The wedding party went to Half Fast and each had a pitcher of Strong Island. Then they all started chugging beer and stuff once they got to the reception. Needless to say, they were all red faced and wasted. Bodie was certain that he was going to hook up with me, SOB thought Mitch was my boyfriend, and Austin groped me every chance he got. And then he threw up on me.

The more I go to these things the more I realize what I will never want when I get married; if I get married. The unfortunate way they present themselves at weddings makes me realize that marriage is just a joke to most of these people. The wedding was like formal except with more old people and a couple of kids.

Ugh, it wasn't fun for me; I didn't know what to say to most of the guys because there's nothing new to talk about besides work. I realized that I have less in common with these people then I ever did and I realize that maybe I don't want or need them in my life. I never see these people outside of random fraternity related functions which at this point, are weddings. That I don't really want to go to.

Anyway, I got a call from Tyson last night; his flight got cancelled so he won't be getting into Denver until 4:30 tonight so who knows when we'll see each other. I guess thinking about marriage and hanging out with my douchey frat boys made me realize that maybe it's ok to be alone because I don't want marriage yet. That I know for sure, there is no way I am ready to be married right now.