You know how sometimes you look back on your weekend and you can't help but smile because everything went so well and even the time when it didn't go so well, everything worked out almost perfectly in the end? I had one of those this weekend and I have to say, I am still smiling about how well everything turned out.
David and Mitch's Christmas party was on Saturday night so I had that to look forward to. It was a ton of fun; it was so good seeing a bunch of people I haven't seen since Laura and Jamie's wedding. Tyson was going with me so it was really great to have him meet some of the people in my life. Of course it was a drunken event, and I have to admit I don't think I did too great of a job of introducing him to everyone but it got really crowded and overwhelming at times.
David, Erika, Julie, and I exchanged presents and I got pretty much things that I wanted. First time that's ever happened to be honest. That was really fun and I think everyone enjoyed their gifts. Tyson got to meet Julie and Alec, talked more with Erika, and seemed to really get along with everyone there. He got to meet my gay husband, Alex and they were so cute together. Most of my friends seemed to really approve of him so I'm glad they got to meet him and everything went relatively well. He even met Austin and for awhile I think they were getting along great but every time Austin and I were talking and Tyson would stroll over, Austin would walk away. I think he was a little intimidated by him.
We left David's party around 12:30 or something, maybe earlier, maybe a little later so I can go home and change and Tyson wanted to go to another party in some warehouse somewhere. I don't remember getting home, or changing but I guess I did all that because I do remember lying on the floor while Tyson called for a cab. Strange how I don't remember any of that...anyway, Tyson was sure I was done so he was getting the bed ready for me when the cab calls and he was like, "babe, do you want to go out or not?" and I just popped up and was like, "ready!" I think the club was somewhere on 4th and Lincoln or something. I don't really remember getting there.
Anyway, at some point I regained some consciousness and once we got inside, Tyler and Fran were in there as well as some other people I've met before. Tyson got some beer and bought me water (smart boy) and during that time I was hanging out with Fran. Fran offered me some drugs so I took a couple hits and we parted ways for a bit. Tyson and I were kinda pissy at each other because he kept telling me I was beautiful and I told him that I don't like hearing that because he makes it seem meaningless and I believe it more from someone like Austin which pissed him off. We also talked about why I cheated on Corey with Austin and I was like, "Well, Corey hated Austin the most. Corey pissed me off and I knew that it would hurt him the most if I went for the best friend or the guy he hated the most and Austin was easy to fuck around with." Of course that pissed him off and he was like, "All right, see ya, I'm out" and just walked off. I was waiting in line to take a piss so I was like, "Wtf, dammit, I'll pee first and find him and get my keys and go home."
When I got out of the bathroom, Tyson found me and we started talking. He was kinda pissed off that I was high but he got over that; I think he was more jealous because he couldn't roll. Anyway, we talked about how he was confused by the way I am with Fran because to him it seems like I flirt a lot with him and like him more than Tyson. He was like, "the way you flirt with each other scares me, you don't even act that way with me and especially after you told me that to hurt me you'd go after my best friend...I dunno, it scares me. After we hung out at Sutra and I left for Thanksgiving, I was paranoid the entire time because I thought you two would be hanging out together and stuff." So I let him know that I have no intentions of ever hooking up with Fran because he's like the big brother I've always wanted. Fran's not my type and I have fun flirting with him but it really doesn't mean anything.
He told me he's falling for me. I told him I felt the same way and that I really like him and how glad I am to have him in my life. I really enjoyed spending that time with him, and I really appreciate how he's able to talk to me about things that bother him. He told me that sometimes he has a hard time knowing when I'm serious or joking and that if he walks away, he won't be coming back. Which made me ask him why he came back then, earlier in the evening. He really looked confused like, "I don't know, I just really like you and I didn't want to break up with you that way." I know at some point he will walk away for good and I have to be better at not pushing him away every time I feel like we're getting closer. I just need to trust him and myself and not completely ruin everything we have.
We left around 3:30. They ran out of booze and while I was high and enjoying life, Tyson was getting tired and bored. We got back to my place and we had some amazing sex and the next day, we went and had brunch and Tyson went to the Broncos game with Tyler and Fran. I guess he got really wasted because he called me when he got home and kept telling me how he misses me and wants to be over at my place but is too drunk to drive. I told him it was fine and we would hang out tonight and I dunno, it was just sweet. He really seems to like me and it's very flattering. He called me a few hours later to say good night, sweet dreams, and how he wished I was in his arms. He is so cheesy yet sweet...god, I'm totally falling for him.
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